a new month....the ramadhan

Second day of fasting, 4th day of orthopaedic posting, yet a more blur me...

Currently, i'm in orthopaedic posting , among the posting that i find to be ...tah laa..blurry. I can understand the topic, answer the questions, etc, but the feeling which i felt last year during the same posting, is here again. I need to mend it fast.

2nd day of puasa, nothing much. This year i put my aim slighlty lower, with tarawih minimum of 8, and just simple daily rountine, don't want to burden my exhausted life, yet hoping i can do better with HIS's. Yesterday, after ward round and peds ortho clinic, went to fetch kak ina at Komuter Tasik Selatan, and Ya at UPM, before we drove to Kepong and later to Mid Valley. The objectives, 1. To upgrade ya computer 2. Closing kak ina's hong leong account 3. Get my haircut 4. Kak ina and ya, wanted to buy zara's sweater.

Anyway the haircut was not planned, it was just it. Hmm, RM 12 for 12 minutes, hmm, sometime wonder why we pay 100 for the same haircut just by someone who we think proffesional, but saying that, yeah, they do a good job compare to the cheap ones. Just that, RM30-100 is just too expensive for just a haircut at my current level. I'm still not stingy considering that most of my malay fren, even think RM15 is expensive. Currently,i'm wearing a short hair, which i let it flat to the front.....a very new look after the long belah tengah hair. It suppose to be spikey, but for this first week ...i like to let it down....good for my spiritual being, not to be too funky, start with a low key.

Unfortunately, yesterday, after that session, Kak Ina down with fever again and my kancil buat masalah, the driver window was out of its track. Luckily, it was not heavily raining, just sprinkled of it, and we were on our way back, to fecth jani home. The pasar malam was also not that amazing, most of the things were the same, and we ended up only buying 2 lauk, with air soya. Imagine, at one pasart malam, about 5-6 stalls were selling, nasi dagang or nasi kerabu or laksam, and about 6-7 were selling nasi ayam, or tomato. Variety and good food are two most important things and later, the price. Luckily, the price was between "okay", even some did take advantage of ramadhan.

So after bukak puasa with almost everybody in my family except kak ijah and her family, we rushed packing, as I had to send kak ina to pudu to catch her bus, ya anad jani back to their campus, and me back to HUKM, for today's class. Hmm, so i used my mother's kelisa, leaving the kancil at home. I arrived in the room at around 9.30, grab my towel and bathed, before the isya and tarawih, no jemaah last night.

Today, i only got one class, which was at 8 just now, and clinic was cancelled. Went to the ward to see 6 of my patients, and here i am, writing down what happened through these hmm...2 days. Not an interesting life,right? I'm blur....again...

Hope that ramadhan will bring more light in my lif. For now, i will wear my hair down, until the enligthening come.Pray for me....